still here

Not much going on. Still going to school everyday. For now I will just make a list of what's going on and what's going through my head.

- Test tomorrow. I hope I pass.

- Paper due tomorrow. I already finished it. Now just looking for a way to print it, because..

- Printer is being stupid. Paper keeps jamming. Ughhh!

- Thinking about shoes. I love shoes. I want new shoes.

- Laker's game is on tonight.

- Twitter is addicting. Follow me.

- I need to clean my room. Especially my table, it's a disaster.

- Pat's coming out to see me this weekend. I haven't seen him in almost 3 months. We'll see how awkward it goes.

- Weather has been weird in SoCal lately. Get's really hot then really cold all in the same week.

- I think Hot Cheetos is the best junk food ever. I've been eating them everyday for a week. I know its bad stuffs because of all the sodium in it but its just soo good. Lol

Tfl.

<3 BIANCA

saddened..

Not so cheereful tonight. I feel betrayed. I feel abandoned. I feel lonely. The person I loved the most left me today. Well, technically I broke up with him. I just had the feeling I wasn't welcome anymore. I'm not needed. I just knew that when he decided to stay out all night last night and to hang up and say "i just don't want to stay on line!" There are so may reasons for my decision today. It wasn't just a one day thing. I'll miss him. But i think its for the best. We've broken up a lot of times before. But this time I think its for real. He hasn't called or texted. I'm not gonna keep my hopes up that he will. I just don't want to be disappointed again. Im really sad and heartbroken. But its all part of life, of love. Long distance relationship is hard. Its been really stressful. But I loved him and enjoyed all the times we've spent together. No matter how limited they were. We had a good run. 1 year and 4 month filled with good memories.

Sorry for the very sad post. I just wanted to let it all out.

<3 BIANCA

hypo.. hyper..

First endocrine test is done! A for me! yey! [= It wasn't that easy though. Hyperthyroidism.. Hypothyroidism.. Cushing's.. Addison's. Good thing that's over. lol I have 2 more test and a paper all due next week. Wow! I'll be burying my face under all my books for the next 6 days. Shouldn't be too bad coz they're all related together.

Still no scrapping done. I don't think I'll have anytime till the end of the term again. We'll see if I can sneak some scrapping in between study times.

Thanks for stopping by.

<3 BIANCA